I have ADHD – Sue Me

Yeah I’ve been gone for a long while but you know what? Fuck you.

I’ve been trying to think of how to write this and am deciding I’m going to set a goal of a month of posts because why the hell not. 

Knowing me, I’ll do it until I don’t which comically aligns with what a boss told me years ago about my work style.  “You’ll either do it or you won’t” which is so appropriate given my life.  Rest assured I’m aware most times when I do or don’t do something.  Doesn’t change the fact that I can’t control it for the most part.

I’m not going to be someone who says ADHD sucks.  It’s complex.  I know for me I manage it.  I regret not being given the opportunity to have help developing the tools to manage it better but I’m 46 and with a successful career so you can argue I’ve developed some good tools to get where I am.

It will be for a later post but where I struggle is where it’s invisible to all but the most close to me of which I can name 2 people that truly know the depths of the struggle.

So here I am.  1 day out of 30.  Fuck it.  Let’s do until end of March.  Let’s see where this goes.